The loneliest day of my life
Despite being my birthday, yesterday was such a lonely day and was so hard to deal for me. She threw me a party with friends and some of her family (who are family to me) and I couldn’t really enjoy the party because I just can’t let it go. I miss her so much.
Right now we kinda avoid each other and I’m starting to think that I’m even going to lose her as a friend. It’s true there’s others, that I have other friends but my family is just too far, my best friends too, my neighbours I grew up with, my cat. The fact is that I’m just alone in the end and that hurts so much! And it’s not even the first time I’m alone…
I’m trying to focus on my work and hold on till I have my vacation but it’s so hard…