Daily stories

A reserva secou…

And you managed to fail them all…

is wrong with you?

WordPress for Android.

Year is ending and things are improving after a bit of a complicated month.
Patience has helped and remembering who I am is a good idea. Not for but for those who tend to forget how I act.
One year ago I was here, in Germany, for the first time and never imagined living here one year later.
I’m not really happy at the moment but I’m happy for all I have. A supporting family, a German family, good friends. I’m lucky in the end.

Thank you all.

Despite being my birthday, yesterday was such a lonely day and was so hard to deal for me. She threw me a party with friends and some of her family (who are family to me) and I couldn’t really enjoy the party because I just can’t let it go. I miss her so much.
Right now we kinda avoid each other and I’m starting to think that I’m even going to lose her as a friend. It’s true there’s others, that I have other friends but my family is just too far, my best friends too, my neighbours I grew up with, my cat. The fact is that I’m just alone in the end and that hurts so much! And it’s not even the first time I’m alone…
I’m trying to focus on my work and hold on till I have my vacation but it’s so hard…

Ich bin in Hitze schon seit Tagen
So werd ich mir ein Kahlwild jagen
Und bis zum Morgen sitz ich an
damit ich Blattschuss geben kann

Auf dem Lande auf dem Meer
lauert das Verderben
Die Kreatur muss sterben
Sterben

Ein Schmaltier auf die Läufe kommt
Hat sich im hohen Reet gesonnt
Macht gute Fährte tief im Tann
Der Spiegel glänzt ich backe an

Der Wedel zuckt wie Fingeraal
Die Flinte springt vom Futteral
Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil
Ich fege mir den Bast vom Horn
Und geb ihr ein gestrichenes Korn
Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil

Auf dem Lande auf dem Meer
lauert das Verderben
Die Kreatur muss sterben
Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil
Sterben
Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil

Sie spürt die Mündungsenergie
Feiner Schweiß tropft auf das Knie
Auf dem Lande auf dem Meer
lauert das Verderben
Die Kreatur muss sterben
Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil
Sterben
Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil
Auf dem Lande auf dem Meer
lauert das Verderben
Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil
Auf dem Lande auf dem Meer

Waidmanns, -manns, -manns, -manns Heil

Wenn du den Schall des Donners hrst, mach dir nicht ins Hemd.
Schnapp deinen Donner-Buddy und sing ganz ungehemmt.
Fick dich Donner, leck mich doch am Sack.
Du Arschloch kannst mir gar nichts, du bist nur gottes Kack

I’m sick of the excuses that you want me to believe
I’ve been understanding, givin’ everything you need
Using me is over now and soon you’re gonna see
I’m done with you, I’m done with you
Would there be a difference if I followed what you say?
Taken from my mind and I can’t seem to get away
Using me is over now and soon you’re gonna see
I’m done with you, I’m done with you

Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why, I can’t seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle

Sorry, I’m angry, I’ve fallen from everything
Why am I so angry inside my head
Life’s all the same, It’s gonna change,
I’m not ashamed to live my life

Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why, I can’t seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle
[Repeat]

Why am I so angry inside my head
Life’s all the same, It’s gonna change, I’m not ashamed